Wednesday, 21 July 2010

Everything in it's own time

I have pretty much adopted this mantra. You know all the phrases that go along with it, "que sera, sera", "things will happen when they're meant to" yada, yada, yada. Work gave me an ulcer, I don't want love to give me it's twin. Here's the big sigh moment: you've been in love with someone for what seem like forever, they seem to have that same feeling/connection for/to you, but you just somehow never seem to get it together for one reason or the other (keep up with me here)....Yes, things happen and don't, and "they' say we can't always see the reason right away, and there is a good reason behind it, but does that mean I have to like it? Fuck no!


See, I'm finally at a point in my life, where I'm grown enough to deal with certain things, I think this other person is at a point where he's ready for certain things, but while all this readiness comes to each of us at the same time, there is still a barrier keeping up apart. *SINGS* oceans apart day after day, and I slowly go insane..... I tend to like to know the whys..and this is frustrating me, I don't know why we can't be, I don't know the great reasoning behind it, and I don't like it. I want what I want right now, that is a me and him, and a possible mini combination, living a simple life, us against the world.

For now I guess I'll have to settle for the stranger in my town......it just sucks that's all.