Voldy used to always tell me that I give up too quickly. But I've not given up yet. I'm still fighting through this whole 'choice', when I just really want to do the exact opposite. *SIGH* I know that there's nothing to go back to, because where I was before this whole 'choice' wasn't a good place in any case. But somehow it was still better than where I am right now. But ''they'' say things always get rougher before they get better.Guess I'm at that roughest point.Hopefully that means I'll be a little better soon.
fingers crossed for me eh.